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For those who want me to link them, kindly tag me with your name and blog address.
Then maybe I'll add you.
Loves.
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Monday, February 26, 2007
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I think I'm lost.
Could someone take me to Eddy please?
-merce` |
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Friday, February 16, 2007
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Things have not been fine and peachy.
It has not even been close.
There was a girl whom I knew way back in Primary School.
Her name was Aisyah.
We were tight when we were 11 and 12, then got separated to two different secondary schools.
Nevertheless, we kept in contact, meet up not that often, but we were tight.
Things turned out rough for her, I guess.
And I didn't notice.
Well, I didn't notice what was wrong, but I knew something was.
I wasn't a good enough investigator to know what.
As quickly as her tempers escalated, it faded.
I thought things were better, but I guess I thought wrong.
She disappeared.
From her friends who aren't at the same school currently.
No reply to SMSes, phonecalls, answering machine messages.
Whatever it took.
Then I stopped, not because I gave up, but if she were hiding from everyone then I guess I've no right to intrude.
Until I found her blog address from a mutual friend.
I thought after more than 11 years of knowing each other, she would know when it's a joke and when it's business.
Mas tagged: Bodoh punye girl. Make me angry oni. Well, yes, word of the bloody day. I'M SEETHING. btch. >.<
(The word of the day, seething, was from her blog. and btch was part of her blog address. And, well, the stupid >.< face was just to give a little "ha-ha" touch. I guess it didn't touch enough.)
Aisyah blogged: Fuck la. And now you Mas getting on my nerves. I'm really sorry but you picked the fucking wrong day and time to express your discontentment with me. I don't quite know what the fuck you're angry about besides the fact that I've strayed far, far away from you. Ok fine. I suppose you have a reason to be a little pissed, but seething? Isn't that far-fetched? I've got my reasons and antagonising me in such a manner isn't gonna get you the best response you know. See you already pissed me off with such inconsiderate comments.
Really funny that you've decided to call me a bitch. Never thought you'd ever resort to calling me one so I suppose you've drawn the line.. just try not to expect a positive vibe from me anytime soon.
But ok I know you probably tried but really. I really don't want to deal with any of this shit for the moment. I have so much to fucking do and think about and I don't have all the fucking time in the world like what you probably have, okay?
Mas tagged: Oh for God's sakes, girl, be that way. I swear my intention was lighthearted. And the btch was from your own blog address. If it pleases you, YES, I WILL mind my own business. And no, you don't owe me an explanation, girl. I never expected one. All my love and best wishes. If I'm flooding your cbox, then delete all. cause there's no other way of contacting you, so here goes. I still miss you, I think we all do. It doesn't mean you have to call me everyday. But I do think that if you ever think of me, drop me a tag. It doesn't have to be personal. A 'Hi' will do. You got yourself a deal. I won't read your blog anymore, till you give me a green light.
So that was my first two and unfortunately / fortunately (depends how you see it) last time I'll ever read her blog again.
And since that is the only way I can ever contact her, I guess that's goodbye for you.
I used to think you were misunderstood, and you might get yourself hurt one way or another. But you've proven otherwise.
You can take care of yourself.
Applause.
May your life be full of joy, Insya Allah.
-merce` |
| MissMasturah has spoken @ 10:54 AM |
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
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I spent Valentine's Eve with Himself.
And I gave him a line-drawing on FreeHand MX of pictures of Him and myself with a little message.
It was A3 and I worried it might look odd so I printed it on cartridge paper first.
I asked Von if it looked alright and she said, "I wish my girlfriend was from Design."
I guess that assured me.
So I printed it on gloss paper and had it laminated.
I had to admire it for about 10 minutes (okay, more) before wrapping it.
I wanted to keep the extracopy of it, just for fun.
I mean, I did spend time on it.
So I might as well have a copy, you know.
Heh.
Then at Marina Square (Oh, joy! We walked from Chinatown to Marina Square.) he was looking through my bag and pulled out the badly-printed version of his gift.
Ack! I saved it just in time.
I didn't want him to open it in front of me, but I still wanted to know what he thought of it.
I don't like people opening their presents in front of me.
I feel jitterish.
I mean, what if He didn't like it, you know?
So, I told him to call me when he wanted to open the package, but I fell into a dead sleep.
Stupid Mas.
But anyway, for someone who doesn't celebrate Valentine's Day, I didn't get the anti-Valentine-ish feeling from Him.
Happy Valentine's, one and all.
-merce` |
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
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I'm back!
For the time being.
Well, it's not like anyone is begging for more entries.
Which reminds me, I came across something interesting!
Goofy, retarded, but still very, very, humourous.
Let's cut to the chase, okay?
http://www.happeepill.com/cartoons/enjetsemut/enjet.htm is the link.
I think it's the cutest 2-D animation ever!
Okay, not the best (the best would probably come from me in some years to come), but it came close enough.
But that's in Malay, so for those who don't speak/ read Malay, just go to happeepill.com; I think his/thei other entries are pretty awesome as well.
And no, Evil Bunny (the author) is not paying me big bucks to publish the site on my blog, I'm just doing this on my own free will.
I think it's good, and I'm sharing my opinion.
In time to come, who knows!
Maybe Evil Bunny will be promoting my (and a couple of idiots I love) website!
Hahaha.
Until that really does happen, we'll anxiously wait for more of Evil Bunny's cartoons!
Hopefully I'll update soon!
School has been pretty crazy.
I was on medication, and I couldn't even manage to walk a straight line.
Geez.
Good luck to me.
<3,
merce` |
| MissMasturah has spoken @ 7:42 AM |
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